The clock ticks... Every moment burns another minute, every minute drives me nearer to the time before I have to go back to camp again...

I'm pathetic..

I can't even live the dream that I started out in the first place...

Command school what shit... I can't even stand Basic Military Training... How on earth can I lead people to live the life I hate so much?

This week will be the 16 km route march...

=/

Another severe test of my endurance...

... sigh...